It’s weird to me how I made a bond with people from middle school. A bond to be friends no matter what. As I got older, I realized that I probably won’t be friends with everyone forever. But there’s always that one girl in your group who is your absolute best friend & I thought out of everyone she would still be here. We were locker partners all throughout high school, but hardly hung out. We would say we were best friends, but when I tried talking to her, even texting her, she would always be too busy. She said she’s told me things that no one else knows & I’ve told her some pretty serious stuff too. I knew we would never make it after high school, even though she said we would. And now we’re in college. I would text her sometimes last semester. She said we would hang out that Saturday, but she never texted me. Maybe she forgot? But the same thing happened 2 weeks later. No response. And then I look on Facebook & Instagram and the group, my old group from jr high are hanging out at my so- called “best friends” college. They ALL go to different colleges, but they are constantly meeting up. Now, the only time they recognize me is when they “like” a picture of me online. I don’t know I guess it just sucks how easily people seem to forget me. And when I try to make an effort, no one seems to care. Why did it seem so easy for them to forget me? It really wouldn’t matter to me so much if I didn’t constantly see pictures of them all together. I don’t know..

"I miss you the most at night. When everything is quiet and the silence reminds me that I’m not sleeping next to you."
- 1120miles  (via forever-and-alwayss)

(Source: 1120miles, via starting-again-today)

"Take a shower,
Wash away the bad thoughts,
Cleanse your body,
Put on some relaxing music,
Get in to bed,
- (via forever-and-alwayss)

(Source: insanihty, via starting-again-today)


*grabs my own ass* nice

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